Monday, May 17, 2010

..struggling for..



I was diagnosed last September 2009 with ULCER and DYSPEPSIA at the Davao Medical Center. I was rushed in to the hospital because I was frequently vomiting and I could hardly breathe to the extent that I almost gave in for DEATH.

Sounds funny because of "ULCER with DYSPEPSIA", in the sense that "how could it be?" when if you have an ulcer then you might NOT BE EATING ;and dyspepsia then you might BE EATING A LOT.

Early at dawn today (May 18, 2010), I am terribly attacked by these unlikely circumstances: I am running out of air when in fact the electric fan is working well. I can hardly breathe then though. My stomach is crimpling for such pain that I can not explain. I have no one to ask for help but MYSELF because my roommates are in their deep slumber.

PRAYERS are really powerful. At the midst of the incident, I never missed to call the PROTECTION of our GOOD LORD. Although I am in terrible pain, still I manage to control it by staying calm. I meditate, pray, pray, and pray.

Even if I have not slept all night long, I still thank the GOOD LORD that I survive it.